Natsu x reader x Laxus part 5

There were calls, calls for you. But you ignored them almost completely, you weren't yet enveloped by your anger just yet, Natsu knew this. He knew it all too well, you would slightly flinch whenever your name was called out. 
"Come one (name) don't be stupid it's over now come on we won!" Gray shouted his voice cracking, but to no avail. 
No, you couldn't stop not now, Phantom Lord, they had crossed the line. Fairytail may have won this but yet in order for you to feel victorious, they had to pay in ways you see fit. 
They had caused so much despair and pain to your family in Fairytail they were not about to go unpunished. 
"Come one you promised us remember (name)!" You stopped dead in your tracks when Gray had said that, your blood smothered hands dropping to your sides. You looked at the man whom you were not too long ago beating senseless, he was terrified. Never have you seen so much fear and agony in someone's eyes and it hit home when you realized you were the reason  there was so much of those negative emotions in this man. 
He looked as if he just saw a demon sprawl out of the bowels of hell itself like you were a monster. 
You felt terrible now, you let your guard down and your strong magical force returned to you. 
You felt a pair of muscular arms wrap around you,
"N-Natsu I..."You weren't able to finish your sentence because you broke down right then and there. Crystallized tears had flown freely down your face, you looked at Natsu's beaten and battered hands. Oh how selfish you were, you realized that you kept doing things yourself thinking it was your burden to carry. 
You bit your lip drawing blood, holding back the tears and being deep in thought. You tried to stand tall in this with sheer will power alone. What broke that strong will of your's was a few simple words. 
"It's okay (name) we are all friends right? So it's okay." Natsu said with that huge grin of his, you sobbed for a few moments it felt like hours, you cried in the arms of one of your closest friends' arms until you couldn't shed anymore tears. It took a moment to recover and no one was in a rush. You were out of air and with that you collapsed, Erza and the others lurched forward towards you.
"(Name)--" you let out a soft groan and everyone let a sigh of relief, "Are you okay?" Happy asked circling around you curiously. 
"I've been fighting all day just take me back home." you grunted letting out a long sigh, normally you would sleep at the guild but given the circumstances you would have to improvise. 
"But the guild is destroyed~Wait I have an idea!" Happy said,
"Happy no--" Lucy began, 
"Let's...." 
"I'm warning you-" 
"Stay at Lucy's!" Lucy was about to protest but then Erza smirked and crossed her arms over her chest, 
"That sounds like a good idea." she concluded and whom were you to defy Erza. 
"Oh...okay I'll just.." Lucy mumbled defeated (Poor Lucy XD). 
"How does that sound (Name)?" Natsu asked, you looked up. 
"Yeah sure, why not." 
All in all everyone went to Lucy's apartment. 
A pair of envious blue eyes watched the scene unfold, you felt those eyes, burning holes at the back of your head, but you didn't look back not giving him the satisfaction. 
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Very short believe me I know, this is all I could write down at the time I've been busy as of late and I know you my eager readers deserve much more than something this short. I apologize for the long wait.